Monday, November 24, 2014

如果

有时在想,如果我没有去,如果我没有提议去,如果我没有空,如果我没有跳,如果我没有玩最后一个game,如果我没有多脚跑去乱跳,如果我没有尝试挑战,如果我不贪玩,如果。。。我还可以如果吗?

如果我没有扭伤脚,我看了四次医生的钱可以参加4个run了~
如果我没有扭伤脚,我可以毫无顾虑的找part time job
如果我没有扭伤脚,我不用每天emo
如果我没有扭伤脚,爸妈不用哪么操心我
如果我没有扭伤脚,我就已经报名了4个RUN!
如果我没有扭伤脚,我做家务不成问题

My jogging life is just started, I just starting to get my stamina improving, I just starting to challenge myself with more KM run, I just reached 12km... but everything spoiled... spoiled by myself...
Everything need to start from zero after I fully recover
It is doesn't matter to start from zero, I'm just wondering do I hv the chance to train my stamina again?
Do I hv the chance to jogging again? Do I hv a chance to join any of the run again? Do I hv the ability to join my dreamed Half Marathon?  Do I capable to run 5km or even 3km?

I dun know... I hv no idea.... it is 7th weeks of injured... my leg still haven recover yet...the ankle still swollen...
I even feel so tired, the leg is so sour n tight just after I swept n mop the floor..
I'm wondering my leg can back to normal or not?
It needs how long to fully recover? 3months ? Half year? One year?

Now I just wish I can run smoothly after one year... I can walk smoothly before I go Taiwan...  I can wear high heel in the future...

I Hope my wishes will come true.